My Little Dream World

I've been home for about 2 weeks now, and as I look back at the pictures of the adventures I was just having it seems surreal like it didn't even happen. I don't know how to describe it, its like a dream, a fantasy world away from a harsh reality. When I was there I could feel everything in me so clearly it was like my emotions were in their purest form. If that makes sense? Being home I realize how things can get so blurred and distorted in the real world and I hate that! I think that's why I have so much love for Laie its because its like a little bubble sent from heaven put on this earth where people learn and discover life and how they can be living it. While I was there I discovered all this love that was just growing inside of me. It was a love for all things and all people. It was the type of feeling that just radiates from you it shows from head to toe its a happiness that over takes you. Hands down it was one of the most beautiful and uplifting feeling I have ever experienced! And as I could feel it growning in me everyday it grew for more and more things starting with the church, to the people, to the land, to this beautiful world I have so much love for all things. Its hard to remember a feeling like that when you step outside of that bubble where people a cold and unhappy. Just like a dream its hard to recall once your awake almost a fog or blurs of what just happened floating through your head. If only all my dreams could be as great as my last experience. It was as close to perfection as I have ever come. Few mistakes I did make but it was easy for me to bring myself back up and to the light. Because it was not just for me at this point but for others. I want to be the best version of me I can possibly be so that the lord can use me as an instrument in his hands. I want to be a light for others who have fallen into the dark. There is so much life ahead of me and I cant wait to discover and experience it. What a wild ride!